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<\/p>\nI am Dyonisus, a deviant by design. I’ve worked in the adult industry for more than 17 years, I’ve even produced porn. And yet, I don’t watch porn.<\/p>\n
As a lesbian, I never feel that porn offers anything for me. I’ve searched endlessly for just the right stuff to jag off to – no success. Even when it’s lesbian porn, it ends up being the male fantasy of what lesbians should be. I just can’t get off to this kind of scripted, fake sex.<\/p>\n
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When I decided to write about my lesbian experience<\/a> on CAM4, \u00a0I wasn’t entirely sure what the outcome would be. Now I have recognized that is because I had no real framework in which to place my perspective. Honestly, previous experiences had left me feeling too jaded to think this time would be different.<\/p>\n What I found on CAM4 was a place I could seek out exactly what got me \u201chard\u201d. Yes I just said it! I may be a lesbian but I pack a big dick! There are so many people to choose from, that I kept getting distracted. I had an L Word moment when I discovered\u00a0Foxy__Love1<\/a> – like when\u00a0a cute little femme walked by Shane. \u201cOh Hello You\u2026”<\/p>\n After a slew of profiles and live shows, I stumbled across two lesbians making out in a tub, meh, a gay guy who liked dildos in his butt and Foxy__Love1<\/strong>, a beautifully clean shaven pussy and teasing her ass with a glass dildo, promising that when goal was met, she would bang that ass hard. Uhmm Cha Ching I tipped for that. My first time\u2026 and it happened on CAM4.<\/p>\n I had such a great time on CAM4 because I found exactly what I like, and it\u00a0wasn’t penetrated with the male fantasy of what two girls should be doing.<\/p>\n After walking into this experience with zero expectations, I left with a total CAM4 crush. Her name is Xdebora<\/a> and she’s a cute curly haired latina with big tits<\/a>. She had lots of guys visiting her show, and she definitely deserved all those tips. She’s exactly the kind of woman I find attractive. If I saw her walking down the street, that smile, those eyes, her tits, I’d want to get to know her ;)<\/p>\n![\"xdebora\"](\"https:\/\/www.cam4.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/xdebora.jpg\")
This chick was so into getting penetrated from behind. I ended up forgetting that I was doing research and got right into the show, always a good sign!<\/p>\nDo you want to share your first time CAM4 story? Leave a comment with your email address or tweet @cam4<\/a> so we can work together :)<\/h2>\n